Thursday, September 14, 2006

i hope this will be therapeutic

i'm stressed. i feel as though i've got so much to do and i don't even know where to begin. or not even so much to do, just so many things kind of hanging over my head. things with people left up in the air...
i just spent my lunch break running around trying to prepare my JLPT application. i thought i was teaching 5th period, but i hadn't spoken with the JTE yet so i didn't even know what i had to prepare for it. (it's now four minutes past the start of 4th and he hasn't shown up so maybe he's absent today...?) anyway, i feel a slight satisfaction at having SENT my JLPT through registered mail 10 minutes ago. one thing i can check off of my list.
the other major thing is sorting out the holidays at xmas. i am just so torn and i keep being pulled in two directions. stay here and see more of asia while i have the money and the freedom to...or go home and see my little niece who i haven't seen since she was born. (among other people!!!) i just don't know what to do!!!!!!!!!!! i feel like i'm on one of those midieval torture machines, being pulled by my arms and legs in opposite directions. muzukashiiiiiii!!!
and i've been told i'm to do ANOTHER medical check + x-ray. i told them i was absolutely categorically NOT going to do another x-ray...the 5th in two years. (at least!!) why am i the only one who seems to be told she has to do these routine check ups and x-rays?

2 Comments:

Blogger kittykat said...

in answer to your question- because you get long, long, sweet holidays.

1:10 a.m.  
Blogger Justine said...

so you're saying they give them to me as punishment?

1:47 a.m.  

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